| *blows the dust off his livejournal...* |
[Aug. 30th, 2007|04:46 am] |
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| [ | mood |
| |  Aye..^^ | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Stabbing Westward - Hopeless | ] |
Seriously, do people even read these things anymore? They used to be all the craze, then ... Myspace/Bebo popped up and I'm pretty sure, suddenly everyone went "screw livejournal!!" -- I, personally, just got bored of updating my life online for no one to bother reading ^^
But, seeing as its 4:48am at time of typing this little line, and I opened one too many tabs on firefox, I decided to click the only one of my hotlinks that never gets clicked...well... apart from the WoW forums >.> but thats besides the point now...So, life... its not too bad, I have to say. Me and Jo are still together, through no help of mine sad to say =\. Gogo insane patience and understanding from Jo. I have a job, menial shelf-stacking BS, but it pays not too bad (5.94 or some random number..) I have quite possibly failed college and keep forgetting to email the guy at Paisley Uni to tell him what credits and shit I have to see if I can get into the 1st year of their Games Tech course. I'm not holding my breath at all, I know I have quite possibly fucked it up, over being so damn lazy and uncaring as I've always been =\.
I don't want to linger on it, though, it ... just makes me want to break stuff, to be perfectly honest. Moving on to something a bit nicer.
It seems to be that I have aquired a group of new and groovy friends from Games Workshop, spare me your geeky comments cause lets face it if you have a livejournal, you're a geek too =P. At least in my opinion you are, but hey. Moving swiftly on. Its nice to once again have a sizeable group of friends with similiar interests and who are all quite (on a general basis..) nice people, heh. So yeah, thats quite a bit of fun and a nice escape from all the pressure and madness in my life, as its relativly drama free by and large, with the biggest heaps of complaint coming from whatever horrendous crap the company has done to existing armies or games. Which in a way also provides a source of amusement ^^.
Oh yeah. My parents are seperated. Knew there was some life-changing (apparently) event that I forgot to mention! So yeah; my dad has a new flat in Paisley, really nice place oddly enough. One helluva climb though, 4 flights of stairs that ain't exactly easy going.
I really don't know what quite the intention of this post was to be, I just figured I'd start typing and see where it took me. Which seems to be; as usual, absolutely nowhere of any genuine growth or interest. Maybe I just like putting all these thoughts out there, knowing that theres a limited chance of anyone reading them that'll have anything to say on it =\
Well... Myeh; I can't think of anything else to type here, so i'm just gonna sign off I think
-D- |
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| PUBLIC APOLOGY |
[May. 15th, 2005|04:32 am] |
I am sorry for having everyone involved with saturday/sunday so worried, and I honestly, honestly do feel like shit for it. But I have said my apologies, I apologised to my father, I apologised to Nikki, and when I see them I will apologise to my mother, to Freek, and to Lj, all in person.
I can't do anything else more than be sorry with every single part of my soul. |
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| sorry but ...this is so inapprpriate |
[Apr. 13th, 2005|12:14 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  Anxious/Dead O_o; | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Linkin Park - Somewhere I belong | ] |
Oh, quiz things as well, why the fuck not.
| PARENTAL | | ADVISORY | DKAE CONTAINS
EXPLICIT LYRICS |
From Go-Quiz.com
| How to make a dkae |
Ingredients:
5 parts friendliness
5 parts silliness
5 parts leadership |
Method:
Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of sadness |
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| My hate, my rage, my pain, my Darkest Days |
[Apr. 12th, 2005|01:58 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  *Grumbles* | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Fear Factory - Archetype | ] |
My Darkest Day
So. Again. My head, is in a right mess. AGAIN and it's nobodies fault but my own, I guess. I need to learn to make decisions and STICK TO THE FUCKING THINGS FOR MY OWN GODDAMN GOOD. I mean JESUS CHRIST AND GOD I DON'T BELIEVE IN, how much harder can I make things for myself? Fucking hell, I need to also, pull myself together and figure out where i'm going, when i'm going, and if I actually have a REASON to be going.
I'm just spitting things into this as they come at me, quite possibly the best thing i've got to use just now is this goddamn journal, Freek's... playing sonic, i'll bother him if I feel the need to rant and rave this in slightly more detail than I can be bothered going into. Besides, the people who read this do so surely and purely for their own amusement, it's not like they care :D lol, kidding guys'n'gals.
One thing, I NEED to go out tomorrow, go into the optician's and be like "Right, I want a new pair of glasses, these are BEYOND FUCKED just now, and really starting to piss me off." and then i'll hopefully pick a new pair that I like the look of, either that, or go for these exact same ones again, depends how I feel and how much it's gonna cost my mother to pay for them (am I fuck doing it).... gonna need to email mark and see when the hell that HDD is in so I can get it off him and get the fucker in my PC and scrap the bastard of a one i've got now.
Alright, this is possibly getting me nowhere.
-D-
-GodOfEviL & GodOfDkaE- |
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| Got my hatta pic |
[Apr. 12th, 2005|12:55 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  Complacent. | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Stabbing Westward - Nothing | ] |
Solely for Nikki's benifit.
I got my 'da hatta' screenshot as you suggested...... made my own background for it an' everything.
I've little else to say at this time, so, add this to my 'pointless updates' list.
-D-
-GodOfEviL & GodOfDkaE- |
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| Hopeless - The only song I could find that fits how I feel. |
[Apr. 6th, 2005|10:16 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | Antrhax - What Doesn't Die | ] |
I just want to know what I done to deserve it.
Those who know, and the person who knows what that is about, should hopefully be telling me. Otherwise, i'll just look like a twit, but that's probably the intention, so i'll not let anyone down either way.
The stress on my mind is starting to kill me. |
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| [Witty Title Here] |
[Apr. 5th, 2005|11:58 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | *Grumbles* | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Mudvayne - Not Falling | ] |
I'm not feeling entirely creative this morning. And that statement is only valid for another 2 minutes, then I won't be feeling entirely creative this afternoon. I think I am going to manage to actually post this time, as opposed to getting everything said and done, and then doing something else, and accidentally closing this window. So, I am going to attempt to finish this before I do ANYTHING else. I guess I could recap on the weekend and make an entire post out of that, but i'm not entirely sure I want to.
I'll recap on it anyway. Everyone got here, without fail. Everyone had a general good-time, with a few dips and drops here and there, generally? It was good. My parents'll never let me do it again though, so they say, but that's about as fuckin' valid as my original statement as of this second. *snickers a bit* - I'm a Mudvayne fan now, thanks to Dave, who gave me the entire album. Had a lot of fun playing with/abusing the 1MB connection I now have, especially when it was sending to itself via the network via MSN, It's so much fun to send nearly 4 gig of stuff in less than 10 minutes. So, so much fun. My views on a few people have changed slightly, having spent all weekend with them, but not enough for anything of note to be made. So, done with that.
Seems the general consensus for the weekend has been good all round (having checked others livejournal's before making my own entry) - so that's good at least.
When Freek wakes up, me and him have a lot of tidying to do. *looks at his 'to do list' for tuesday* Hmm. Well, can't do the first two as I have no money and can't be bothered....hmm....blah. Oh well.
I'm done with this.
-D-
-GodOfEviL & GodOFDkaE-
[| If the sky were to fall, i'd welcome it with open arms |]
P.S.
*Bashes his face off the wall now adjacent to his PC desk several times, then, content with the pain caused, stops and walks off* |
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| I hate hayfever! |
[Mar. 29th, 2005|01:21 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | Eat gank infested food and die | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Stabbing Westward - Wasted | ] |
Totally off topic but: I hate hayfever. I hate having it, and I hate suffering from it.
Moving on.
This is going to be my LAST EVER, public entry for my livejournal, so, from now on, if you wanna read whats on my mind, you gotta be on my friends list, you ain't on the list, you ain't coming in, simple, as, shit.
I would say more, but if you're not listed, you're not getting to know.
So if you're not on the list, this is my parting thought.
GO FUCK YOURSELVES.
-D-
-GodOfEviL & GodOfDkaE* |
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| I can't be bothered with funky subjects anymore. |
[Mar. 27th, 2005|05:19 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | *Grumbles* | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Insane Clown Posse - Homies | ] |
It's sunday and i'm bored, turns out Dave isn't coming over and I was out today visiting family, oh the joy. Ahem.
I really wish my head would be nice to me and decide what it's doing and just stop all the continual changing, and I really wish that my heart would pick a beat to go on and stop changing that as well. I am not saying my heart-beat is irregular or anythin....oh forget it, it was a metaphor!
My room is currently depicting how I live my life. Empty pepsi bottles, empty wotsit packets, left-over chips, gel, some scramblings of cash, and fast food containers.
I just got called a little shit off my mother cause I gave two of the kids on my street some of the stuff I got from my family for easter. I don't like dairy milk orange, or those.. chocolate orange things. So, i gave them to the kids, and my mother called me a little shit. Wow. Easy to see who's the heartless self-centred bitch in THIS house, isn't it?
Well, this was obvious from, y'know, when me and Nikki broke up, the first thing she asked me was "am I getting the money for that concert back then?" Gee, thanks BITCH.
*sighs* And people wonder why I have problems. Of course, all of my friends can, and will, agree with me that my mum is the bitch of all bitches.
Yup. It's getting warm in here again. So, i'm... gonna ... I dunno. Play ROSE or something.
-D-
-GodOfEviL & GodOfDkaE- |
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| Blarglhlabl....blah.....flum...bom..bom...bom...bom.. |
[Mar. 26th, 2005|10:19 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  Tiiiiiiiiiiiiiredness supreme! | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Biohazard - Punishment (speakers arnt on though) | ] |
*groans and flails and spazzes out a bit in the corner*
My body is killing me, my neck wants to break, my eyes want to close, my stomach wants food, my hands want .... well, whatever hands want. And I want to SLEEP FOR A WEEK. Unfortunately, I can't do that. I can sleep till wednesday though, that'd be fun.
Dave's coming over tomorrow, I can't remember why. Oh well.
My mind keeps jumping from extreme to extreme, i need a release and i can't find one (or currently be BOTHERED to) that doesn't involve so much strain as RP does, so i'm kind of bumping that down the list a bit. ROSE Online is kinda fun, but it's monotonous, for lvling purposes (as all good mmorpg's are) so, y'know. I gave away my D2 accounts... so i can uninstall that anytime i want, and delete my character editor and all the item files'n'bollocks. Then, I think i'm gonna copy my char files from NWN, and zip them, stick them somewhere, then uninstall that as well. Then all I really need to do is to turn the PC off for once, and open it up and check for extra connectors so that i can try and plug this other hdd into my machine, till i get my new one.
Much :Dness @ Chris.
Much :Dness @ Nikki for ...y'know, getting the man.
Much :|ness @ me, I'M NOT FUCKED UP BECAUSE OF THIS. Despite what they fuckers say. I'm sick to the fuckin rafters of my sanity defending not only MY choices, but the choices of other people.
Semi- :)ness @ stuff in general. I wasted more money on chips I won't eat and godknows when the garbage-disposal (paul or freek) will be here next to eat them for me, asusming they don't get thrown out first (doubtful!)
but yeah, i am hardly able to keep myself upright i'm just, so, damned, tired. So. Yeah.
G'night everyone. Hope your weekends were as fun and totally different from the norm as mine was.
Sweet dreams to the people who know I want them to have them.
And a fucking happy good night to the rest of the fuckesr out there in 'we are narrow minded' land. :D
-D-
-GodOfEvil & GodOfDkaE* |
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